I have just deleted my collection of locuses, that is tetrametric quatrains, and also my collection of epigrams, that is dimetric quatrains. The poems were not good enough, and I am despairing when I look at them now. There were 110 poems in each collection, and I have deleted them all. I just have not seen how bad they were! I feel like I have woken, and I am really in distress. I find no rest, my stomach aches, and I am anxiety ridden. I wonder what else I must take down. I hope my Scandinavian locuses are all right.
I am insane. Today I really feel that, and I really need the The Lord.