I am a bit confused, for the time being. I have no idea what to think. It seems like I have no visitors on my web pages, and even so I feel the entire world knows about me. And it seems like everyone are reluctant to interact with me. I feel left out.
I am totally on my own. I have no friends, no family, and the only social structure I know of is involuntary treatment with invalidating medicines and a discussion with a doctor every month. The only reaction I get on my creating, if I get any at all, is invalidating commenting. And changes on my PC, which there is no way I can understand differently than being manipulations. I get insane by this. It is torture.
On Monday I will be hospitalized. I have asked for it. I need the structure.
Well. Today I have posted 10 German epigrams. Now the blog contains 40 epigrams, so the blog is finished. Thank you, Lord! I wrote 9 epigrams yesterday, and 1 today. Fantastic. I cannot speak German at all, but hopefully the poems are all right.